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ilove you<3

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i'm drowning in a lake, of my emotions never shown
baby and ive watched my bestest friends turn away when i needed them most
and leave me here alone.
and i guess i'd rather cry, rather than to spill my heart and have people give me that blank stare
i cant be the only one that feels so empty
and i cant be the only one with this worthless feeling.
and when people ask me how im feeling i wish id lose my voice
and even my eyes hurt me cause i never see those bright colors
sometimes i want to die..sometimes it's just not my choice

soo the week we had off.. fun stuff .. was with allottt of kooolll ass ppplz and me and jerrica got to go shopping for alexis's sweet 16.. which btw was awesome. BUT nobody danced but me n jerrica and alexis  (btw awesome lapdances )and i was tryingg to get brian to dance- but hes likeee ' naa when the guys dance i will. '..so that never happend and i was like wtf do u come to a sweet 16 for??! other than the food though.. haha.. ofcourse..(btw if u ever hung out w/ me.. youd laugh at that)

simona and marina, jess & zaneta.. so happy u guys are back<3 lucky people got to go on vacation. i got to stay homeee o yeaaa

uh.. im hungry.. btw MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 7 DAYS!

and its freezing its my house... so im going downstairs to eat. peacee

QUOTE OFF THEE DAY:

And it's hard to say how I feel today
i never caught my breath
every second im withought you im a mess
feels like year's gone by..
and I cry, learning how to love

oooooohhhwwwweeeeeee